Lie must stop

Uhhh,,!
life has again fall into a deep  valley of lies,
Darkness conquered this life,
light seems to fade leaving a thousand miles away,


But this heart never stop searching,
for what will this life going to find,
an only way to makes a new life uppon this self..


This heart never been so boring,
and never been so fed up with this old and never replace life,
And today,
time has spoken,
that it's the moment to turn on the new leaf,
it's time to fill this life with a pleasure of the truth,..
it doesn't matter if this life fail to accomplish a success on 
living on wealth,an educated life,succesness of carreer,,
but as long as this selves is success on bringing this life on the course of truth....

I don't know how else to express my feeling,but only to show on this blog...This pass day,i feel that i'm not myself,something is killing me inside,,,my awareness has not entirely be a part of me,so depressed with myself,,every minute my mind just can't get away from this depression..What can i do to avoid this situation,i can't get through if my mind still hanging on this problem...

What a pain in the ass!!

I have got an assignment on making a blog with my group members,but i already have one..still it's not an individual task that this assignment aimed,but all of members have to sign up on making this group's blog...But what if i make some changes on my blog and titled it as a group blog,come to think of it,it is such a great idea,i can save up some time...beside,i rarely use this blog,so why not!

Time rolls slowly,but i never take a chance to make a change in my life.When i have caught in my own fantasy world,time that i expected to be slow has turn to be amazingly fast.Without i realize,i have missed my shot to be someone better that could be relevent for todays world.I kept continuing with my old self pursuing the time,hoping that i will get another chance to fix this from haunting my mind.
      People will change over the time,some of them still remain the same.An evolution is indeed a building measures to reach a glory,but to make any revolution,one's must had a forward thought,always thinks positive and foward upon their lives.
       That's what i need to have right now, a motivation on how to struggle on this world.Never felt down with yourself,be smart on making every move and sometimes do feel happy about yourself.When you have made a mistake,don't punish yourselves by giving up on your life,you just need to find a way to redeem the mistake that you've done.Solve a problem wisely and remember,always think forward.

Oh man! no,no,no...i can't keep on going like this..i have to stop pushing myself to find fun in this wrong situation,this is the false action...This is the day that i must prove myself that i can be successful in my path,not the day to be having fun..I need to wash my thought about this world,i can't get thru' if i keep on with this attitude as my self personality.I need to change my perception about this world so that i can be more vigilant on my every move,and so on.....

My plans for upcoming holiday

School holiday is near,it will be a 2weeks straight holiday.I can do so much thing with that long time.

i've been thinking  and planning about what to do on this upcoming holiday.One of it is,i've planned to take a trip to "lata belatan" with my friends using our own transport,but the date has not being comfirm yet,but for sure it is on this holiday.And about school,i'm very sure that teachers will pass many homework to do during this holiday..well so much for golden holiday,as long as i have the time to feel the fun and relaxation,then its ok..

First presentation

Today i've made a presentation for the first time on english class.I presented something about promoting a product,and im not alone,there were 6members in my group,and two of them was absent but thats not the reason for me for not going in front to make presentation.All of my group members that were attended including me,strengthen ourselve to walk in front,with a little bit of nervous that we had,we try to do the best that we can,but thats not enough to make our group look ok.We hadn't set up an enough preperation to make this presentation looks perfect ,but thats all are past.The important thing is,we musn't stop trying to achieve greatness and remember when there is a will there is a way.

What a bummer.

Today,i've been given a task by my english teacher to make a presentation in the class with my group.With 6 member on each group,we all must make a presentation based on the theme given.Because i have the highest grade among my group members,they decided to let me do all the research about the topic that we want to present..Such a burden for me,but i have to do it or there will be a disgrace towards my group.

Why blogger is damn boring?

Bloggers can be boring when you dont fully understand what the use of it.Thats what im feeling right now, i can't find something good in this blogger thing,what i've learn blog is for sharing your information or express your feeling to the network globe.This is raddically boring,i'm the type of person that doesn't prefer sharing feelings with others.Besides,if its for information sharing purpose,what are interesting thing that i can share??i'm just a boring person,i have no interesting story to tell,the fact of my life is just so boring...but i will try to be less boring by sharing something thats interesting to read when i got one.

Dreaming for possibilities

Reality world sometimes make our dream unfair,,because part of our dream may not rhymes with reality,,possibilities is high to reach and sometimes maybe it's imposible to reach...

As for me,i dream of becoming a success person in every kind of aspects,including in my religious and my academic.Sometimes my demand towards my life on this world can be high,it's hard to accomplish with just a little effort.Thats why,i determined to put up full effort on leading my way to succes.

My next path for my study.

Back from being a student,i have received an offer to upper level school,but i haven't receive a final respond for my study application on university,the first application were rejected,my name isn't on the list of being an undergraduate of university..So i have decided to take the opportunity continuing my study to upper level school as a standby while i wait for the application result.It has been written in my mind that pursuing my study on this school is final path to take.if i have no luck,i forcebely have to stay in this school,and try to mix with this situation..

Well,it isn't the end of life yet,if look at the bright side,i have more advantage on this course in fewer time aspect if compare to the university student who studies diploma.

The important thing is i need to strive on this study,so that will be much brighter path that i can take on my next move.

.......well,,thats all for my second publish..hope that will be more  publish cooming soon..Bye..

First time in bloggers world.

Blog??this is my first time writing on my own blog, that i have just created for a learning reason or should i say my first assignment on my english class...something bothering me ever since i were given this assignment,a thought on my teacher's about the first task given, sometimes i think that this assignment may not be something necessary to do...is it necessary??i haven't discovered a right answer yet,but for now lets just keep my first oppinion as an answer..
Since i have my own blog as a start,lets start by decorate its content by publishing an interesting topic to share with the world...
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for this time,i really didn't  have anything to share...
readers please be patient..!
this is not my first and last time visit on this blog,there will be a next one,,just wait...