There's a stairs that had been so high for me to reach,to reach the top to be exact.Those stairs are just no other than some of my life episodes.I often stuck in the middle of it and having the decision to backdown or just keep climbing up,and those decision not always been cleverly made and judging of the way my mind functioning at the time, sometimes theres no rasional thought of output produces by my brain,it depends on my mental status at that moment.The bad choices that i had made lead my life to a misery.
I'd always been the insecure brat walking by the shadows of the people around me.There's no "logic" in my interaction with the people,its always been impossible for me,i just cant see what others usually saw.My point of view always been so narrow in the scales of normal peoples perception.It helds me big time from coping with people.Theres no evironment of friendly exist within me but only lack of self confidence what darkens the environment.....
To rise to the top and surpassing my fear,theres a few layers of approach to be learn.Intouching with my innerself is the great way to start it,through realising the problems and had the will to change is the important part of breaking the ice..Its all about believing in own self in order to raise the confidence to do something....
this is just none other than a note to remind myself and raising some self-esteem to do something
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