Is it shy?or just freakingly being arrogant?

Shyness is always be one of my characteristic as part of forming the flaws of becoming the not so perfect human being.I often had this issue when it comes to socializing with people,and it had happened a lot to me when it was back on my teenage days.When every time i had the chance to interact with someone,i just cant get the right words to say and it looks like as if that im holding my mouth to speak and being like freaking arrogant,but the actual thing is that my mind freezes a lot and went to the blur section on processing some idea of having a normal conversation..and i just sat there thinking of something good to be said and talk about and hoping for the right words to land in my tongue.I just want to be friendly with people,but i just dont have the right soft skill to be so..

Is it .?

Life is a limitless journey where every living person experience,and it bounds to them as long as their heart are still pumping for the air  and beating to consciousness on this world,and it will ends when their no longer has the responsiblity of their own body and were disconnected from the chain of so called reality and then only to enter the dimension of here after,and also last phase of the life that we never had control of it(lifeless),times what separate us between life and lifeless,and what keeps us a distance between choices we made and later consequences for what we had controled before.It has been our own responsibility to form our life and to fill that empty cup with our action whether its good or bad,then theres a consequences of our action. 

I felt like writing

Hello peeps or someone out there who r reading this crap..I just felt like writing and want to spread out some words that were dancing in my brain,and may those word turn out to be some inspirational thing to be read probably..

Lets start by writing some notes that the people can digest and some words that actually have the meaning..
...grab a popcorn or something, this is going to be a short notes and u wont get to finish that popcorn so just save some for later time,perhaps i'll return with something more interesting for u to read..
For the people who r reading this,,,so u might just accidently walked to this blog,my blog,and something caught u up for a moment that makes u wonder why is this crappy blog exist and u might probably spend a minute or two trying to explore this blog and to see the nonsense of this blog that u accidently clicked,well just take your time to see some good stuff if theres any of it to u,then again as for me i do think this is just some shitty blog i had create,but still its the only stage for me to interact with my feelings and expressing it or something like that.., i dont expect anything from u,i dont have the intention of aiming the publicity and its funny for me if i were to do so,i just dont have the potential to be a true blogger,but i just have this feeling of writing and thats all,then again u be the judge.so peeps if u can,just keep reading althought u might felt boring for doing so..thanks

Sincerely from me,
The Creator of this Blog,My Blog,and also yours to read,and to leave some comment,and also dont forget to spread the good things about it..